Five quarters of an hour

GeronaWhen I decided to spend a long weekend in Spain, I had the idea to do some hiking in Cap de Creus Natural Park. I initially looked for a host at the seaside village of Cadaqués which lies at the centre of the protected area, but eventually got invited by a guy who is refurbishing an old flat in Roses and puts it to the disposal of passing travellers. How nice!

I spent the morning in Gerona, gadding around the old town, watching the compact wall of colourful houses reflecting into the still waters of the river in the early morning, following the walk along the top of the city walls, and finally heading to the bus station. In Catalonia I know I am in Spain, but in a region with its own language that has become a powerful political weapon in its bid for autonomy. The independence flags that draped many of Gerona’s windows and balconies told me how strong this feeling is and to what high level regional pride has grown. That show of nationalism generated a slight uneasiness that compounded my discomfort with only being able to speak Castilian.

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Reading books

I haven’t read a great deal in the last few months and my statistics show a sharp drop this year. I couldn’t be defined a chain reader, but I still had a yearly average of about 20 books, which is a notch above most people I know. But lately, like everyone else, I’ve been lured by the entertaining power of the internet, which has not only supplanted television, but has also undermined the position of favour that reading enjoyed within the scope of my cultural recreational activities.

I took a liking to reading in my mid teens. I don’t know what sparkled the passion, but something must have happened that made me suddenly sensitive to the world of books. Before that, whenever I had been given novels as present, I had placed them orderly on a shelf without ever falling into the temptation to read them. I occasionally come across these volumes when I tidy up the basement and they make me feel slightly guilty.

All of a sudden I became a fan of Agatha Christie’s mystery stories and in the matter of couple of years, I read her entire production, nearing a hundred books. Then I got to know about the existence of her autobiography and I went up hill and down dale until I found it in a Council library. I borrowed it and read it, feeling it was the coronation of a period during which I had avidly turned page after page of all her stories, simultaneously gaining an insight into a (somewhat outmoded) facet of English culture which was then starting to fascinate me. All along I kept a record of the books that I finished, and although that sheet of paper is now lost, the habit is not, and I still keep track of authors and titles.

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Teaching English

I was travelling in Ghana.  The minibus, or trotro as it is locally known, pulled into the dusty yard of a station and I sprang out the vehicle to retrieve my luggage and find the next bus. A man spotted me and came up to talk. Something in his words sounded familiar, but the accent and the approximation of the language couldn’t convince me that he was really addressing me in Italian.  After all, I conspicuously stood out as a white tourist, but nothing could give me away as an Italian. Still, the man had indeed talked in my language. He explained he had been a resident of Modena with his wife and kids, but lately had decided to spend a stint in his home country because work was not much. And he also wanted his children to learn English.

I felt hurt in my pride that he should consider the teaching of English so poor in my country, but I couldn’t blame him. He was perfectly right. In Italy, like in other southern European countries, foreign languages (now especially English) are taught with a curious attitude: it is as if they were never to be used outside the school walls. Grammar and literature are the main axes on which the syllabus centres and speaking abilities are an optional extra.

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26 August

The 26 August is Bergamo’s patron saint day and it is recognised as a local holiday. If it falls on a Sunday there is no replacement, but if it’s on a weekday we don’t go to work. In 2013 it falls on a Monday, therefore I would be able to enjoy an extra day off, but this time I won’t profit by the bonus.

That’s because when I booked the flight for my summer trip, I found that fares were considerably cheaper with a return on 25 August. A price increase of about € 200.00 couldn’t justify prolonging my holiday by one day with the sole purpose to include that extra day. So I grudgingly accepted that this once I will return home one day earlier and won’t take advantage of St. Alexander’s day. But the more I think of it the more it seems a shameful waste of time!

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The culture of distust

When I have a problem, I am not one who seeks advice or comfort from an intimate friend. Actually, I find the very idea of “best friend” rather fallacious, and I can get squeamish when I hear people freely call someone their best friend. Maybe it’s because I don’t believe in confiding my problems to others that I’ve never called anyone my best friend; or maybe it’s exactly the other way round, that is, being sceptical about best friends, I’ve never looked for a listening ear among my acquaintances. What’s important is that I’ve never deluded myself with the possibility of bestowing that privileged status to any of my friends and I’ve always tried to solve my problems on my own.

I am indebted to a culture of distrust that I have absorbed from my surrounding environment. At heart I fear that the more I tell people about myself, the more I am likely to become the object of undesired attention and, in the end, criticism. The repulsion to stand judgment descends from pride, mixed with a degree of shyness surely. I mind my own business and live as independently as I can with the ultimate goal to defend my sublime individuality.

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