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I spent the morning in
I spent the morning in
I haven’t read a great deal in the last few months and my statistics show a sharp drop this year. I couldn’t be defined a chain reader, but I still had a yearly average of about 20 books, which is a notch above most people I know. But lately, like everyone else, I’ve been lured by the entertaining power of the internet, which has not only supplanted television, but has also undermined the position of favour that reading enjoyed within the scope of my cultural recreational activities.
I took a liking to reading in my mid teens. I don’t know what sparkled the passion, but something must have happened that made me suddenly sensitive to the world of books. Before that, whenever I had been given novels as present, I had placed them orderly on a shelf without ever falling into the temptation to read them. I occasionally come across these volumes when I tidy up the basement and they make me feel slightly guilty.
All of a sudden I became a fan of Agatha Christie’s mystery stories and in the matter of couple of years, I read her entire production, nearing a hundred books. Then I got to know about the existence of her autobiography and I went up hill and down dale until I found it in a Council library. I borrowed it and read it, feeling it was the coronation of a period during which I had avidly turned page after page of all her stories, simultaneously gaining an insight into a (somewhat outmoded) facet of English culture which was then starting to fascinate me. All along I kept a record of the books that I finished, and although that sheet of paper is now lost, the habit is not, and I still keep track of authors and titles.
I was travelling in
I felt hurt in my pride that he should consider the teaching of English so poor in my country, but I couldn’t blame him. He was perfectly right. In
The 26 August is
That’s because when I booked the flight for my summer trip, I found that fares were considerably cheaper with a return on 25 August. A price increase of about € 200.00 couldn’t justify prolonging my holiday by one day with the sole purpose to include that extra day. So I grudgingly accepted that this once I will return home one day earlier and won’t take advantage of St. Alexander’s day. But the more I think of it the more it seems a shameful waste of time!
When I have a problem, I am not one who seeks advice or comfort from an intimate friend. Actually, I find the very idea of “best friend” rather fallacious, and I can get squeamish when I hear people freely call someone their best friend. Maybe it’s because I don’t believe in confiding my problems to others that I’ve never called anyone my best friend; or maybe it’s exactly the other way round, that is, being sceptical about best friends, I’ve never looked for a listening ear among my acquaintances. What’s important is that I’ve never deluded myself with the possibility of bestowing that privileged status to any of my friends and I’ve always tried to solve my problems on my own.
I am indebted to a culture of distrust that I have absorbed from my surrounding environment. At heart I fear that the more I tell people about myself, the more I am likely to become the object of undesired attention and, in the end, criticism. The repulsion to stand judgment descends from pride, mixed with a degree of shyness surely. I mind my own business and live as independently as I can with the ultimate goal to defend my sublime individuality.